I wrote this blog about a year ago but wasn't sure if I wanted to share it. I'm still not sure, but here we go. 😀
Sometimes we have very important meetings. You know, when you meet someone and feel 'oh... sh.., I'm in trouble'? I think we all know those feelings. These are stronger than the others. Special and different. Stronger and scary but exciting at the same time. When we are young, we are happy and excited because of them, but when we are older, we will just be scared😱 . When we are older, we have built a life. Maybe it is not the best one, but we want it because it is ours, and then... you just open the front door because someone rang your bell, and your life just changed. Everything just changes. You haven't expected, you haven't planned anything, you just live your built life, which is not the best, but yours and that person rang your bell and changed your life.
You can say that is never going to happen. Don't worry, I would say that as well, but it really can be like this. It happened to me. I was doing something at home when someone rang my front doorbell. I opened the door, and I said: 'Oh... sh.., I'm in trouble' Because that feeling was that strong. It was something different, something unexpected, something stronger than the normal meeting. Do you know how many times I opened that door? Do you know how many times how many people rang my bell in the last ... so many years? (I won't tell you how many😃 ) Never ever happened something like this.
First time I was scared. Because I was worry, what about if I will loose something very important from my life. But after I remembered, last time, when I didn't want to lose something important and I didn't want to find out what is that new, what came to my life, I just lost that important thing and I think I never get it back, so.... because I've learned from that mistake, I wanted to find out, what is this new now.
And... I think we got 3-4 weeks. Not too long time BUT! Just change so many things. I got feelings, aha moments, 'oh sh.., I want this too' 'I can do this like this as well' etc....
I wasn't scared to loose my very important thing and I haven't lost it, it went stronger. And I've learned more, than I ever thought or expected. And it was 3 or 4 weeks all together. Because I haven't done anything else, just watching, what is the message for me.
So... 2 things. Or 3... I don't know.
When you've got the 'oh sh.. I'm in trouble' feeling, just be brave and find out, what is that. Don't be scared, just open your mind and heart and watch, what is your message, what you have to learn from that.
Don't be scared to lose what you built because it is not necessary to lose. If it is really bad, maybe yes, but you can make changes in your life, you can keep that important thing, but your life can go something different way, which will be much better than it was before.
Really... just go for it! Find out what that is.
I think I won't see that person again. And anyway, it doesn't really matter because I got back into that short time, which is what I missed so much from myself. And I will be so grateful to that person for it in my whole life.🙂
So.... just one more time:
If you have a very important meeting and you have a very strong feeling which sais: that person is special in your life, that person has special, important, life change informations to you, don't be scared, just go for it, and find out, what is that.
You don't need to be scared because that is not necessarily a new relationship. That person doesn't necessarily stay too long in your life. It depends on how quickly you can learn and accept what that person has to show you. And your life can change.🙂 Open your heart, and these miracles will come to you too, and you will get your answers to your questions 🙂
And now... at the very end... Special message to my stranger 😀: I think you never will read this, but... I would like to say: thank you for everything ❤️ 🙂
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