I've promised that I write today a blog, so I have to :)
I was thinking all day about what I wanted to write here, and I had no idea. I was thinking about what happened the last time and what I want or can tell my readers now, and I have one thing in my mind... and in my heart, and this one thing is: BE BRAVE.
Believe me, you can do anything and everything alone, and you don't need to wait for anyone. Just be brave and do what you want. No one else can do it better than you. Okay, if you get something scary or something very serious, ask for help but anyway, just go and do it. This is your dream, your life. No one else will understand or feel that fire inside you, just you. No one else will understand and feel those steps, what you want or have to do for your goal, just you. Sometimes some people will promise that they will help you achieve your dream, but they can't help you like you want because your dream is yours, not theirs, and they won't feel what you feel. Your dream is yours, just go for it and don't be afraid. Okay, you can say now, oh yes, another clever person who is just talking about the big self-realization. And maybe it is true. Maybe I am one of them, but... I still believe in it. Really... If you check my way in the past, you will see that I gave my dream up... I don't know how many times. I got everything. For example: 'you are not authentic' 'just gave it up, it is not for you' 'you are a woman, your job is clean the house and make foods' and really can't remember what else. And... the others were: ' I won't do it alone ' or ' I can't do it alone' ' I haven't got time ' 'I'm so busy ' ' I'm so tired ' 'I have to wait for XY's opinions' etc... And do you know what? I've lost my time, I've lost my fire, I couldn't believe in myself, and at the very end, I wasn't authentic for myself, which is, I think the worst thing ever. And these all happened just because I didn't want to do this alone, and I wasn't enough brave. And do you know what? I don't want to waste more time on these things. I will have time for my dream, and now I don't care if I have to do it alone. I will do it alone then because I'm brave enough. And why? Why now? Because for the first time, I felt pain for my lost time, my lost years. I wasn't brave enough, and I lost a lot, and it is painful. Very painful. But... you know, what? Because all these happened to me, now I can be authentic to everyone, especially to myself. I can say now: Yes! I made mistakes in the past, but now I start everything again, and I won't give up because I know how painful to lose time for nothing.
So... I can say now again: BE BRAVE. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS. Just like me... or more than me. And don't forget: if you need a start or a restart kick, I'm here to help you :)
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